Miles Aaron Rawlins

1987 - 1988
LocationPeacehaven
Age1 year, 5 months
Date of Birth08/02/1987
Date of Death20/07/1988
Visitors10,509 since 25/06/2007
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I am off to Canada on sunday and will be back on the 2nd of feb. I will still try to light candles
as and when i can while i'm out there.


If u light a candle for miles, would you be so kind to light a candle for his little sister chloe
sturgess and their cousin Marcus Holmes. Thankyou.

Miles Aaron Rawlins died on the 20th July 1988. He was 171/2 months old. Miles' problems began when
he was three days old, the first problem being that he didn't wake up or even cry. He was put into
intensive care, as he seemed really floppy, like a ragdoll and he couldn't suck from a bottle, so he
had to be tube fed. He weighed 8lb 6oz when he was born and only weighed 13lb 2oz when he died. he
was the size of a six month old. He had every test going, to try and find out what was causing the
problems, he had chest infection after chest infection and eventually died from bronchial pneumonia.
It was thirteen years after he died, i was told that he had Rett Syndrome like my daughter Chloe
Sturgess. In 1988 Rett Syndrome wasn't known about in this country.

Miles was a lot like Chloe, he was always very happy. He only ever cried twice in his life. He loved
to be around men and other children. He was also like Chloe in the way of he loved himself, he would
just stare at himself in the mirror for ages. Miles was a perfect baby, apart from all his problems.


Miles was my first baby, and to lose him was devastating. The worst thing of all was i didn't even
know what was wrong with him. I had to wait for seven years before i had another baby. That baby was
Chloe. I believed she was normal, but once she got to eight months old, thats when things started
going wrong. By the time she got to five, i knew that i had been here before, it was just happening
a lot slower. I was never able to move on from Miles because of Chloe having the same problems. Both
of these children were very loving and i hope that they are now both looking after each other.


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YOUR SPECIAL ANGEL

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When you hear an Angel softly whisper to you,
In the light of the day, or the darkness of the night.
When you feel the presence of an Angel caress you,
And see their beautiful wings spread in graceful flight.

When something inside you just makes you smile,
Or you feel a warmth suddenly wash over your heart.
When your dreams are beautiful and include an Angel,
As you lay with your head on your pillow, in the dark.

When you're alone, and everything is quiet around you,
Yet you can hear the sweetest lullaby being sung.
When waking up in the morning, any troubles feel lighter,
From speaking with an Angel, before a new day has begun.

Then you know I am the Angel who you can feel and hear;
Your special Angel from Heaven who will always be so near.
I'm no longer able to be here in body, but I'm with you everyday,
As my loving heart, my soul, and my spirit, will never be far away.

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Love Always Elaine xxxxxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) March 18, 2009

The wings of an angel come from God above,
and opened wide are wings of love.
The wings of an angel to help us cope,
bring peace, love, faith and hope.
The wings of an angel to comfort thee,
but God's sweet love is what we see.
The wings of an angel I'll pray for you,
that the wings of love will see you through...

✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳.


I hope you all have a peaceful day
with love as always linda.xxx

Linda Hutt March 17, 2009

✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿
My Little Angel
✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿
You’ve just walked on ahead of me
And I’ve got to understand
You must release the ones you love
And let go of their hand.
I try and cope the best I can
But I’m missing you so much
If I could only see you
And once more feel your touch.
Yes, you’ve just walked on ahead of me
Don’t worry I’ll be fine
But now and then I swear I feel
Your hand slip into mine.

。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*。✿*

It seems in a moment, your whole world can shatter
like morning dreams they just disappear
like dust in your hand falling to the floor
how can life ever be the same
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It's all too easy to take so much for granted
oh but it's so hard to find the words to say
like a castle in the sand the water takes away
but how can life ever be the same
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
cos my heart is broken in pieces
yes my heart is broken in pieces
since I've lost you.
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I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A MASSIVE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO LIT A CANDLE.LEFT A GIFT OR TRIBUTE OR DID A PICTURE FOR KARL'S ANGEL ANNIVERSARY YESTERDAY,IT WAS VERY KIND OF YOU TO TAKE THE TIME TO DO THIS I HAVE MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS ON G.T.S AND YOU ALL MADE KARL'S DAY EASIER FOR ME THANK YOU SO MUCH.
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX TAKECARE.

Linda Hutt March 11, 2009

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Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved ones gone
those we love can never be
more than a thought apart
for as long as there is memory
they'll live on in the heart.

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There is a special place in our hearts
for those we have loved
for those who have loved us
without question, without a word or promise
there is a special place
where there is no pain or fear
where love flows freely
there is a special place to rest
in our hearts forever.

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I know how much I miss you
I feel an emptiness inside
It shows in everything I do
It's something I can't hide

I simply miss you being there
Life seems dull and flat
Without you nothings quite the same
I can't say more than that

But one day we will meet again
I know that this is true
But everyday until then
I know i'll just be missing you.

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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) March 10, 2009

with love
I'm sending you this Angel
with hopes for dreams all night.
She's bringing her Special Blanket
to wrap you in all tight.
It's made with Love and Stardust
and Magic through and through
to help you sleep very soundly
and awaken just like new.

So close your eyes and see her
floating near your side,
she's there to tuck you in, dear Friend,
for a dreamy sleep filled ride.
You are so precious and so loved
and God watches over you every day.
Just remember your Good Night Angel
is only a thought away.

Blessings to you...

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Rest In Peace Angel
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THINKING OF YOU
ALWAYS
ANGEL
Forever in our hearts and thoughts

send this to all your friends, i just did xxxxx

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There are angels in the heavens
there are angels on the ground
there are angels all around you
just waiting to be found...
So when you're feeling lonely
or just a little blue
open your eyes to see the angels
they are there waiting for you...
Don't forget about these angels
during all of your good times too
for they like to share your happiness
and the joys that come to you...
They will wrap their wings around you
to protect and guide you through
all the sad and tragic moments
that this life can throw at you...
They are sent to you from heaven
from our father up above
so remember to look for the angels
they'll show you all gods love...

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Have you ever truly heard
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...

If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...

They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...

So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...

xxx ~~ Love Always ~ Elaine ~~ xxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) March 7, 2009

Never think you are on your own
I`d never let you walk alone
When you`re down and want to cry
Let it out, let your tears run dry,
I watch and guide you everyday
So that you can find your way
And when you`re down and in despair
Just call my name and i`ll be there,
Right by your side through good and bad
But you need never feel sad,
Until it`s time for your journey home
Just remember you`re not on your own
We`ll meet again sometime soon
And we`ll be together, like the stars and moon

☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆☾☆ ☾☆ ☾☆☾☆ ☾☾☆
god bless angel.xxx.

Linda Hutt March 7, 2009

PRECIOUS SON
I have a precious Son
who means the world to me,
He's living with the Angels
And is as special as can be.

And even though he's up there
High up in the clouds,
He's still my precious Son
And I am still so very proud.

His picture Still takes pride of place
Upon my living room wall,
Ready to be admired
By all who come to call.

I know I can not see him
Or hold him close to me,
But I only have to close my eyes
And he's here right next to me

I never will stop missing him
And wishing he were here
But sometimes I feel
Indeed I know that he is very near

So be happy my precious Son
you will never be forgot
I love you so, And always will
Though I miss you such a lot

We know how much you loved us
As much as we loved you,
And each time that we think of you
We know your missing us too.

love cathy xx

Cathy Kerr Mum Of Graham (Close Friend) March 5, 2009

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